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Hi mags – Yes, and yes, and yes.  That was one of my planned methods.  I actually have a stock of those pens in my fridge – I haven’t checked to see if they’re the right mix, actually, because I decided to do the oral stuff – I am only mildly type II and for perverse reasons (perhaps) was kind of bent on doing insulin.  Anyhow.  I’m really, really glad you did notice the mistake – as alarming as it is, and I would be really, really freaked out and maybe even do something like notify some agency or something about it – and I hope you can get things worked out and the pens turn out to work.  They say they’re better, too, because you don’t have to keep them in the fridge – you can carry them around or leave them on your dresser, or whatever, for up to a month. Take care – Beauty. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – below….. The other day the pharmacy gave us the wrong insulin! Our doc put us on this new stuff called humalog 75/25.  It is a premixed insulin, 75% long acting, which peaks at about 6 to 8 hours and 25%, which peaks within 15 min. The doc gave us samples of the pre-loaded, disposable pens, which are actually a bit more easy on the injections sites.  This is a good thing cuz we have been doing this for decades and are full of scar tissue. spoilered, contains discussion of su*c*dal feelings. 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 77 7 Anyway, we picked up the meds, came home and dialed the pen up to the scheduled dose of 60 units.  This is something we have gotten so used to that we almost do not even have to look at the part of the pen that holds the insulin, you just look at the numbers on the little dial. Well we did look at the vial part of the pen and noticed that the solution was clear, rather than cloudy, as we are accustomed to.  I decided to go get the box and look at the label, these pens were full of only the fast acting insulin! First reaction was, those *ssh*les almost killed us! If I had injected the 60 units of the fast acting stuff that hits in 15 min. I think we would not have survived it. Next reaction was, d*mn, why didn’t I just go ahead and inject the stuff before I noticed their mistake! It felt like a lost opportunity, one in which we could have gotten out of here and it would have been an accident, which would have been "an acceptable" way out of this place. mags i know just what you mean!  yesterday we were driving (work partner and i–he was behind the wheel) and we were going to pull out of a driveway.  he started to go and i looked to the right and saw 2 vehicles coming towards us–one in the proper lane and the other in the left lane, passing the first vehicle on a double yellow line.  i had to yell to get partner to stop–truck would have smashed right into my door otherwise. immediately after he slammed on the brakes, i thought "now why the h*ll did i do that?  surely it would have k*lled me"  and at that particular moment i was feeling really down and was wanting to not be on this planet any more.  it would have been okay if i had d*ed that way, ya know? Have been in a state of panic off and on ever since, couldn’t see the t today cuz I was too shakey to drive. Had to cancel a dental appt. for tomorrow that we have been waiting for since May cuz we feared that tomorrow will not be much better and if we do not give 24 hour notice it cost $50. i hope by now your panic has subsided, mags.  maybe dentist’s office can call you when they have a cancellation and you won’t have to wait so long to get another appt? Mostly, the intensity of my feelings of dissapointment that I did not take the insulin and d*e from an "accidental overdose" tells me just how intense and deeply pr*gramed these ideas, feelings and need to get out of here truely are. yep yep yep.  glad to not be alone, mags.  but sorry you and i feel the mags

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The other day the pharmacy gave us the wrong insulin! Our doc put us on this new stuff called humalog 75/25.  It is a premixed insulin, 75% long acting, which peaks at about 6 to 8 hours and 25%, which peaks within 15 min. The doc gave us samples of the pre-loaded, disposable pens, which are actually a bit more easy on the injections sites.  This is a good thing cuz we have been doing this for decades and are full of scar tissue. spoilered, contains discussion of su*c*dal feelings. 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 77 7 Anyway, we picked up the meds, came home and dialed the pen up to the scheduled dose of 60 units.  This is something we have gotten so used to that we almost do not even have to look at the part of the pen that holds the insulin, you just look at the numbers on the little dial. Well we did look at the vial part of the pen and noticed that the solution was clear, rather than cloudy, as we are accustomed to.  I decided to go get the box and look at the label, these pens were full of only the fast acting insulin! First reaction was, those *ssh*les almost killed us! If I had injected the 60 units of the fast acting stuff that hits in 15 min. I think we would not have survived it. Next reaction was, d*mn, why didn’t I just go ahead and inject the stuff before I noticed their mistake! It felt like a lost opportunity, one in which we could have gotten out of here and it would have been an accident, which would have been "an acceptable" way out of this place. Have been in a state of panic off and on ever since, couldn’t see the t today cuz I was too shakey to drive. Had to cancel a dental appt. for tomorrow that we have been waiting for since May cuz we feared that tomorrow will not be much better and if we do not give 24 hour notice it cost $50. Mostly, the intensity of my feelings of dissapointment that I did not take the insulin and d*e from an "accidental overdose" tells me just how intense and deeply pr*gramed these ideas, feelings and need to get out of here truely are. mags

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Hey mags my dear sis Jeeze I’s glad that you noticed that the drugs were wrong. If it didn’t k*ll you..think how sick you would have gotten! D*mn What’s with the pharmacists down there?  Hope your planning to sue?  They should be held accountable!!!! Come on now,, every day we do things that *could* cause accidental d*ath…. You don’t berate yourself for managing to get in and out of the shower alive everyday.. do you? Or crossing the street? Missed ya sis… Much love and many warm (((((((((hugs))))))))) J/c getting back into the swing of things

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – The other day the pharmacy gave us the wrong insulin! Our doc put us on this new stuff called humalog 75/25.  It is a premixed insulin, 75% long acting, which peaks at about 6 to 8 hours and 25%, which peaks within 15 min. The doc gave us samples of the pre-loaded, disposable pens, which are actually a bit more easy on the injections sites.  This is a good thing cuz we have been doing this for decades and are full of scar tissue. spoilered, contains discussion of su*c*dal feelings. 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 77 7 Anyway, we picked up the meds, came home and dialed the pen up to the scheduled dose of 60 units.  This is something we have gotten so used to that we almost do not even have to look at the part of the pen that holds the insulin, you just look at the numbers on the little dial. Well we did look at the vial part of the pen and noticed that the solution was clear, rather than cloudy, as we are accustomed to.  I decided to go get the box and look at the label, these pens were full of only the fast acting insulin! First reaction was, those *ssh*les almost killed us! If I had injected the 60 units of the fast acting stuff that hits in 15 min. I think we would not have survived it. Next reaction was, d*mn, why didn’t I just go ahead and inject the stuff before I noticed their mistake! It felt like a lost opportunity, one in which we could have gotten out of here and it would have been an accident, which would have been "an acceptable" way out of this place. Have been in a state of panic off and on ever since, couldn’t see the t today cuz I was too shakey to drive. Had to cancel a dental appt. for tomorrow that we have been waiting for since May cuz we feared that tomorrow will not be much better and if we do not give 24 hour notice it cost $50. Mostly, the intensity of my feelings of dissapointment that I did not take the insulin and d*e from an "accidental overdose" tells me just how intense and deeply pr*gramed these ideas, feelings and need to get out of here truely are. mags

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Oh my goodness, Maggie!     I, for one, am very glad that you caught the mistake. I’m gonna try and talk to you soon. And I agree with J/c that you should sue. another one of your sisters, trill

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – The other day the pharmacy gave us the wrong insulin! Our doc put us on this new stuff called humalog 75/25.  It is a premixed insulin, 75% long acting, which peaks at about 6 to 8 hours and 25%, which peaks within 15 min. The doc gave us samples of the pre-loaded, disposable pens, which are actually a bit more easy on the injections sites.  This is a good thing cuz we have been doing this for decades and are full of scar tissue. spoilered, contains discussion of su*c*dal feelings. 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 77 7 Anyway, we picked up the meds, came home and dialed the pen up to the scheduled dose of 60 units.  This is something we have gotten so used to that we almost do not even have to look at the part of the pen that holds the insulin, you just look at the numbers on the little dial. Well we did look at the vial part of the pen and noticed that the solution was clear, rather than cloudy, as we are accustomed to.  I decided to go get the box and look at the label, these pens were full of only the fast acting insulin! First reaction was, those *ssh*les almost killed us! If I had injected the 60 units of the fast acting stuff that hits in 15 min. I think we would not have survived it. Next reaction was, d*mn, why didn’t I just go ahead and inject the stuff before I noticed their mistake! It felt like a lost opportunity, one in which we could have gotten out of here and it would have been an accident, which would have been "an acceptable" way out of this place. Have been in a state of panic off and on ever since, couldn’t see the t today cuz I was too shakey to drive. Had to cancel a dental appt. for tomorrow that we have been waiting for since May cuz we feared that tomorrow will not be much better and if we do not give 24 hour notice it cost $50. Mostly, the intensity of my feelings of dissapointment that I did not take the insulin and d*e from an "accidental overdose" tells me just how intense and deeply pr*gramed these ideas, feelings and need to get out of here truely are. mags

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below….. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – The other day the pharmacy gave us the wrong insulin! Our doc put us on this new stuff called humalog 75/25.  It is a premixed insulin, 75% long acting, which peaks at about 6 to 8 hours and 25%, which peaks within 15 min. The doc gave us samples of the pre-loaded, disposable pens, which are actually a bit more easy on the injections sites.  This is a good thing cuz we have been doing this for decades and are full of scar tissue. spoilered, contains discussion of su*c*dal feelings. 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 77 7 Anyway, we picked up the meds, came home and dialed the pen up to the scheduled dose of 60 units.  This is something we have gotten so used to that we almost do not even have to look at the part of the pen that holds the insulin, you just look at the numbers on the little dial. Well we did look at the vial part of the pen and noticed that the solution was clear, rather than cloudy, as we are accustomed to.  I decided to go get the box and look at the label, these pens were full of only the fast acting insulin! First reaction was, those *ssh*les almost killed us! If I had injected the 60 units of the fast acting stuff that hits in 15 min. I think we would not have survived it. Next reaction was, d*mn, why didn’t I just go ahead and inject the stuff before I noticed their mistake! It felt like a lost opportunity, one in which we could have gotten out of here and it would have been an accident, which would have been "an acceptable" way out of this place.

mags i know just what you mean!  yesterday we were driving (work partner and i–he was behind the wheel) and we were going to pull out of a driveway.  he started to go and i looked to the right and saw 2 vehicles coming towards us–one in the proper lane and the other in the left lane, passing the first vehicle on a double yellow line.  i had to yell to get partner to stop–truck would have smashed right into my door otherwise. immediately after he slammed on the brakes, i thought "now why the h*ll did i do that?  surely it would have k*lled me"  and at that particular moment i was feeling really down and was wanting to not be on this planet any more.  it would have been okay if i had d*ed that way, ya know? Have been in a state of panic off and on ever since, couldn’t see the t today cuz I was too shakey to drive. Had to cancel a dental appt. for tomorrow that we have been waiting for since May cuz we feared that tomorrow will not be much better and if we do not give 24 hour notice it cost $50.

i hope by now your panic has subsided, mags.  maybe dentist’s office can call you when they have a cancellation and you won’t have to wait so long to get another appt? Mostly, the intensity of my feelings of dissapointment that I did not take the insulin and d*e from an "accidental overdose" tells me just how intense and deeply pr*gramed these ideas, feelings and need to get out of here truely are.

yep yep yep.  glad to not be alone, mags.  but sorry you and i feel the – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – mags

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