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        Then I should have sent the pizza 15 years ago! LOL!  Will sending it now reverse the process? – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Eleonore Beaudoin wrote: > Oh Biiiiiilllyyyyyyyyyy? > Sending me pizza is a proven way to not lose your hair…. > ;-) > :) :) > Wanderer (mrb…@albedo.net) writes: > >       Dang but that’s allot of hugs! I think we have her dance > > card filled up well into 2999….. think I’ll be bald by > > then? > > Bill > > Nothing Face wrote: > >> What he said exponentiated indefinitely. > >> OTS > >> Wanderer wrote in message <38E9B191.AB34A…@albedo.net>… > >> > What he said….. x2 > >> >Bill > >> >OB wrote: > >> >> ((((((((Chloe))))))))) > >> >– > >> >http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/loneliness.html > >> >http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/poetry.html > > — > > http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/loneliness.html > > http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/poetry.html > —

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Wanderer (mrb…@albedo.net) writes: >    Then I should have sent the pizza 15 years ago! LOL!  Will > sending it now reverse the process?

I had a slice yesterday, so you might notice a small regrowth in three days or so;-). I fear it will be quite patchy, but hey, what did you expect for one slice, Cheapo?;-):):) (giggling like mad here:):)). I fear the next treatment comes with sending a Chinese Food meal for five…;-):)…. Never knew that finding hair in your food would be such a neat trick, did ya?;-):) :) Chloe  > – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Eleonore Beaudoin wrote: >> Oh Biiiiiilllyyyyyyyyyy? >> Sending me pizza is a proven way to not lose your hair…. >> ;-) >> :) :) >> Wanderer (mrb…@albedo.net) writes: >> >       Dang but that’s allot of hugs! I think we have her dance >> > card filled up well into 2999….. think I’ll be bald by >> > then? >> > Bill >> > Nothing Face wrote: >> >> What he said exponentiated indefinitely. >> >> OTS >> >> Wanderer wrote in message <38E9B191.AB34A…@albedo.net>… >> >> > What he said….. x2 >> >> >Bill >> >> >OB wrote: >> >> >> ((((((((Chloe))))))))) >> >> >– >> >> >http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/loneliness.html >> >> >http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/poetry.html >> > — >> > http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/loneliness.html >> > http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/poetry.html >> — > — > http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/loneliness.html > http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/poetry.html

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        Dang but that’s allot of hugs! I think we have her dance card filled up well into 2999….. think I’ll be bald by then? Bill – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Nothing Face wrote: > What he said exponentiated indefinitely. > OTS > Wanderer wrote in message <38E9B191.AB34A…@albedo.net>… > > What he said….. x2 > >Bill > >OB wrote: > >> ((((((((Chloe))))))))) > >– > >http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/loneliness.html > >http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/poetry.html

– http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/loneliness.html http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/poetry.html

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Oh Biiiiiilllyyyyyyyyyy? Sending me pizza is a proven way to not lose your hair…. ;-) :) :) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Wanderer (mrb…@albedo.net) writes: >    Dang but that’s allot of hugs! I think we have her dance > card filled up well into 2999….. think I’ll be bald by > then? > Bill > Nothing Face wrote: >> What he said exponentiated indefinitely. >> OTS >> Wanderer wrote in message <38E9B191.AB34A…@albedo.net>… >> > What he said….. x2 >> >Bill >> >OB wrote: >> >> ((((((((Chloe))))))))) >> >– >> >http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/loneliness.html >> >http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/poetry.html > — > http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/loneliness.html > http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/poetry.html

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((((((((Chloe)))))))))

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        What he said….. x2 Bill OB wrote: > ((((((((Chloe)))))))))

– http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/loneliness.html http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/poetry.html

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What he said exponentiated indefinitely. OTS – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Wanderer wrote in message <38E9B191.AB34A…@albedo.net>… > What he said….. x2 >Bill >OB wrote: >> ((((((((Chloe))))))))) >– >http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/loneliness.html >http://www.crosswinds.net/~loneliness/poetry.html

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Ever had a three day week end and looked forward to it so much, to see it end up the most boring week end ever? Mine sure was that dang way. It rained all the way through, where I felt the sun woudl probably come out the second it was Monday and woudl be waiting for being dispatched to work somewhere. Sure enough, the birds theya re tchirping now, and the sun is showing a determined desire to come out of a sky that was covered in thick white ten minutes ago, and already is white clouds on a blue background by now. Called the day dispatchers to wake them up again, as I called to let them know I was available for work already last Friday. But they had nothign last night and said they had nothing this morning either where I heard a sort of mumble around the fact they would have the name of others that called before me this week end. I then reminded them I called Friday morning to let them know I was available. Not sure they even heard me. That made me feel like they have their buddies they woudl give work to first. If I can be offered anythign at all, I coudl this time be a bit more demanding, after I did 2 weeks of 12 hours night shifts, where they never gave anyone more than 2 straight "days" of that ever. For people that are permanent, when they have 12 hour night shifts, it is once a month and coutns as their entire week of work: they then get four ays off, after, and have three days off before, where they then do an 8 hour shift on the next Friday, and are off again that week end, to then work a full week of 5 days at 8 hours a day. But for the replacements forget it: any shoft will do, specially of youn are not a military buddy’s son or daughter. Anyway. The barometric pressure drove me nuts. Old jaw fractures and facial fractures acting up cause it was really bad weather for a long while (rained for over nine days in a row), where my teeth and ears were just killign me in the end…Gettign the ebst of my resistance and endurance levels, which are yet quite developed after a decade of forced discipline in that area. I ate twice, and was hungry all the time still. Budget does nto allow going out or any such thing, no activity, so tight it is. Still a few months to go that way, with the help of friends to encourage me and help me as they can, where friends are so rare wehn oen is in need, it is amazing;-):). Let’s say thatw ehn I will get better, and will be able toafford to help others again, it most certanly wonlt be out of a feeling of obligation!:):) Just one of those sh*tty week end anyway, where spring is totally absent here so far, and resembled those Novembers where we get rain, rain and rain and cold rains at it… The yard is so soaked, that ti will be weeks woudl it be sunny from ehre on, before it ever dries and one can even rake. It looks dead, muddy, yukky, and can not be worked on at all. As for the house, well, it survived. In its usual mess and without the usual bit of cleaning, concentrating on gettign through the tooth and ear pains. Email was at times rude, too, where that does nto help much then, and can so easily make things much heavier than they already are…Just undorected meanness, propbably frustrated peolpe, where when oen is so down on luck and in pain, all is a mountain, and where yet even lumps of sugar woudl be felt as mountains of encouragement. By Sunday evening, I missed beign able to go for a walk, and having soemoen to go for a walk with, which was a new feeling, and where I then decided that meant progress. My life was just so ehctic, chaotic and such the marathon for the last ten years, a daily ten years, that all those thoughts were truely and flatly a luxury I could not affiord. Each minute had to be concentrating on getting out of this hell and pulling out of it somehow…Every single little thing forthe poor and miserable taking at least three times more than for the average wealth person: walking to whereothers drive or takethe bus and where even walking took way more time, as I woudl fall everywhere, and needed breaks and to carry tons of pops for the sugar level to not drop with the increasing hyperthermia, for instance…Hm. In fact correction then: every little thing demanded twenty more time than forthe average person, and in the end, it felt so much like I woudl make ten hard steps forward to accomplish havign crossed one inch in the million of miles I had to make to pull out if it all… I hope I get nice day shifts. Would be a bit late for today, so maybe evening ones. But God have mercy, not nite shifts again…If they try that tonite, I coudlrisk saying no and presentign the fact I was given those leftovers for two straight weeks and to find another scapegoat at this time pelase. As if I do nto work today, I coudl next Saturday and make up the 40 hours this way. But if they offer that tomorrow evening, no way coudl I bargain, unless it was a one day post, and I woudl tehn specify that fien for that one as I need it but that again, havign done that for two weeks, I would more than welcome a day or evening shift for the next weeks. I can not wait for the day where my life would be about soemthign else than work *only*, earning my bread (well, no bread yet!!L:)) (besides I hate bread anyway LOL:)), and would include those things I can not even imagine anymore… Survival does awful thing to the dreams… I rememebr when the hard oart was not ever settign foot in a store to not measure how out of fashion all I wore was, and to not seepoeple that woudl just go buy anything they did not even need. and finding that too demanding on my working on positive thoughts, where I prefered to save the strenght required by doing that for more urgent and meanful things such as eating and staying alive… Ot ended up not seing much of anyone in the end, for the same reason. The feedback I then get is so far from  the me me really is and feels like a feedback distorted by the impression of misery that is read as one of uneducated ways or soemthign of the kind, where all men and women of the street then try and tell me how it is done, where I coudl in fact give them more classes on the subject than they ever can concpetualize. May they never develop that concept as they would not be able to survive it for that long, no way! Seing the educated well mannered men walk away from you (well mannered???;-)) and the ones that address you telling you all about life as if you woudl know nothing of it and they woudl eb the supreme beign of knowldgeof how it is done, suggesting bankruptcy filing for instance when you do not have the debts that apply to such a thing (one needs a minimum of ten thousand dollars in debts to declare bankruptcy: only the richer oens coudle ver have ten thousands to be bankrupt in the forst place:), and that system is not for the poor at all then:)), and all sorts of things that in their mind applies to the poor,and that soemoen as deprived as me, most certainly an imbecile at that rate they figure, coudl benefit from (uh-hu, …is that so…? Yes…I see…Riiiiiight), it ends up being better to avoid beign with human beings than havign to constantly use all my strenght to recreate a good disposition about life and postive thoughts from the put downs that that feedback sends in its "underground" messages… Sometimes, life is a sh*t sandwhich. And since I don’t like bread much…..;-);-)L:) But the week is ahead and nice positive thought time it is. I always hope the week end will be a source of postive thoughts so that the week ahead can be crossed with a smile…and with hope and feelign I am gttign there…One less week on the count down… But usually, it is one of toothache lately, orf earaches, of washign floors in the dark, unable to buy a lamp, and of the pets starign at me wonderign what’s up cause I am lost inside my thoughts,working hard as I can to fidn positve oens to make, totally mute and absent to what si aroudn me, to not let it affect me, until one of them puts its paw on my arm to say ‘Hello? Earth to moon? Anyone home???", where even the having to pat therm top not let them die of boredom themself is at tiems demanding…as much as at tiems it helps. To make things "nicer", all there was on tv was old movies. I used all the positive thoughts I coudl to watch an old Maurice Chevalier musical ("Gigi"). Then another musical. (Streisand: Fuunny gilr, which I had seen again and done all the postive expercise in thoughts I coudl already this year:)), and to then see them all over again a second or third time replayed on the same channel the next day or a few hours later. Taking breaks sleeping all over the palce, but being so happy to have handledthe work shift jet lagged better over three days than theusual two…What for, was the question that popped though… Anyway. Takes a lot of positive thinking to see those many tiems in a row when they are not your favorite movies and nothign youw ere dying to see so bad as to see it three tiems in a row. I then thought positively that thatw as great exercise to build up positive thinking over platitudes, and told msyelf it might come in handy one day. The next time I happen to go out to pay some bill and some kind stranger wants to tell me how it is all done;-), I an maybe then listen to their platitudes telling myself that they would not be so bad if I thought of it as a rainy week end and watchign a movie for the third time in which they are a character…week end after week end, day after day. The platitude character. A sort of abstract collective, where Ollie coudl give that one a name making it suddenly be a funny monster and not such a boring rpetitive one. Repitition sucks. Repitition sucks. Are we living yet??:) Chloe, who just managed after being disconencted, and reminded of how she is poor in that, and fighting it with positive thoughts, to go put the only laundry load she did this week end in the dryer, finding to be postive as she saw the machine did nto wring the … read more »

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